Body hair is depressing, help please, permanent hair removal options?

what options are available for permanent hair removal? I really do have more than normal hair growth. I wont wear singlets, T-shirts without a collar, shorts. I don't want to be seen at all to be quite honest. It's depressing to the max, to the point where i don't want to even live as dreadful as that sounds. I can guess what's coming from people but those that just have the advice deal with it it's normal, just use tempory measures etc really don't understand at all. I've tried near on everything except Professional laser hair removal and nothing has been effective. I wish there was a permanent option seriously as the longer i deal with it the more depressed i get. You think if you didn't feel comfortable to even have a partner because they'd see. Not what i want to go through the rest of my life without a partner because of this problem, but that's the way it'll end up as long as i have the excess body hair. The only parts of my body that don't have hair on are the palms of my hands and souls of my feet and 90% of the hair is dark and noticeable not thin and light. I really am at my end with this and need some serious help.