Can I get some encouragement?

I need to get back into counseling. I'm recovering from postpartum psychosis. When my baby was almost 2, I moved away from my therapist (I saw her for like 3 years!) and I've been meaning to find another. It's been 10 months and I've come up with a long list of excuses to stay out of counseling. Can you kick my butt a little and motivate me to call tomorrow and check a few places out?